Different schedules require a lot of brain power.

My schedule is not so different as the fact that I did not wake up next to my partner for the first time on a wednesday in a while.  So I woke up at 12:30p thinking that it was just another day.  I hunkered down to watch some television when I decided to think "What day is it today?"  "Oh shit!"  was my reply as I hurried to get ready for my lesson that occurs every Wednesday at 1:30p.  Lucky for me that it only takes 30 minutes to walk there, but it had snowed last night, and it was raining when I left.  But I made it.

Fortunately I was not the only person to forget what day it was.  My lesson was interrupted by my partner phoning me, despite me hitting ignore (not willingly, but necessarily).  Oh the days when it was easy to know when and where we were.  

The lesson went well despite the whole forgetting the lesson I did have.  Still need to learn to just sing, not think about singing.  I love singing, but the hardest thing for me to do is turn off my brain.  I used to be an insomniac, ever since I started seeing my partner, sleep is easier, but there are times when I can just hear the whirr of my brain starting to kick in.  It's frustrating because most of my problems stem from my brain not being able to shut off.  I over think things, even the things that are second nature to me.  Oh well the journey continues to go on, I hope that there is no end to it.